I am Ready.
February 12, 2008 by Gertrude
I think it’s time for the tears to come.
I eat
sleep
laugh
all feeling from my life
sitting idle in a world incomplete
refusing to let lonliness in
for fear it will lead to wants
my insecurities
won’t let me meet
I am too young
to throw in the towel
but I hate it
this life
as much as I would say
I would never
for the ones who love me
I keep living this mediocre
dreamless life
wanting more than anything
for it to end.
I am ready.
