Rage.

I left him.
                                          but not before he could leave me–
                three years ago
                                      and still
                           not one week ago today
                                             she was back in my life…
I can’t remember a time
                               so much anger filled my body
                 fingertip corks
                                                 removed
       leaving rage to flow
                       like wine
                               red red wine
nausea tears through me
                                                                      imagined in my mind
                                thoughts only people [...]

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there is no hatred here
only hurt
my misconception of what was taking place
again in the dark
alone in my beliefs
wondering
but mostly knowing
that although I have been cut off
again
you still search me out…
it is unfair
yet just in your eyes
a blessing in disguise
that makes me so incredibly angry
don’t leave me a last note…
it takes away
from the sudden shut out
you [...]

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The End.

Trying so hard
to understand

but all I can think to say…

Fuck You.

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