Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Abortion, insecurity, love, Questions on November 6, 2007 | No Comments »
If my fear of love will ever loosen its grip on me enough for me to break free of its suffocating hold?
Why I place responsibility of this very fear on someone or something other than myself rather than taking control and accepting that it is indeed my own hands that can’t let go of their [...]
The hour hand slowly creeping past two on its way to morning– once again, finding herself in that sleepless state.
With oceans between them she is able to forget the loneliness she feels when he is next to her.
She left out of fear of what may happen if she stayed.
Snow spreading like frosting– icing the mountain’s [...]
Posted in Poetry, tagged Drowning, love, Poetry on October 10, 2007 | No Comments »
Little girl
crooked teeth
no curves
taking lessons in the clear bluetreading water
learning to breath
pace herself
swim against the tide
trying to keep her head above water
Little girl
drowning in the deep end
lungs gasping for air
eyes burning beneath the surface
arms reaching for someone to save her
Little girl grown up
beautiful smile
real breasts
living life away at schooldiscovery lovelearning to trust
give of herself
need someone [...]
Posted in Poetry, tagged Fear, love, Poetry on September 13, 2007 | No Comments »
Am I a failure
if all I really wanted to do with my life
was be as happy and in love
as my parents
and I am neither happy,
nor in love?Is the reason
I say I no longer want kids
because I am afraid
that I will not be as good a mother as my own,
or is it simply
because I am too [...]
Posted in Poetry, tagged friendship, Kiss, love, Poetry on September 10, 2007 | No Comments »
You held me
my face in your hands
as you kissed my forehead
long and sweet.
Your way of letting me know
you were still there–
as you would always.
Eyes welling with tears
face flushed with emotion
I tried to hide
my quivering voice.
It had been so long
since feeling your touch
since feeling anything from you.
I had forgotten what it meant
to have someone care
to let [...]
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